Dag 85...

Day 1. Alcohol free. I went to the clinic today and got the first dose of methadone. Im out of alcohol so i threw away all my empty bottles.
Day 2. I can't belive it's been two days without alcohol, fucking alcohol, it just ruin peoples lives. At first it seems so sweet, then you wake up next to a monster.
Day 3. I have'nt had anything for threedays now. This withdrawal is killing me. It's like shock therapy to my guts.
Day 4. Last visit to the clinic. My whole body feels like it's cracking in to pieces. Fragile does'nt even come close to describing how i feel.
Day 5. Im sick as a dog, but this handful of painkillers and a lotta whiskey's gonna get me through.
Day 6. When im left to my own devices i go fucking insane. I'll never use alcohol again.
Day 7. I can't belive im clean!
Day 8. Everyone says i look better.
Day 9. The parasites are panicking.
Day 10. They seem amazed, but im still alive!!!


/nikki sixx